(this is annie)


Lately I have been trying to live more, write here less--all in the hopes of experience. I find that the less time I spend online, the more I'm able to meet oddball characters, learn how to make things with me' own two hands, that sort of thing. And I am writing, not yet on paper, but in my head, which is an important first step. This step can drag on too long, and if I don't fix my computer soon, it will stop being a step and start being a dead end.

One of the many problems about modern technology is that it has allowed writers and artists to become slightly lazy, or at least picky. My father was a commercial artist, which is what graphic designers were called before computers came around. He can still design an ad with Letraset and rulers and graph paper; today, most designers would be in trouble without computers. Writers began writing with their hands, then with typewriters, and now with computers. Unfortunately, I have conditioned myself to write best when in bed with a laptop. And my rusty old laptop, in a seeming fit of prudence, insists on running only in Safe Mode. The iBook sounds better each day...

I decided to buy a Vespa scooter, and I had done all the research about it, and was ready to buy a scooter on three different occasions. But then I realized that I didn't know how to ride a scooter, and if you don't know how to do that, the fine state of Illinois won't give you a motorcycle license. So although I desperately want the baby blue Primavera 125, I must wait until next summer. But then, watch out.

The funny thing is, I fully expect a Vespa to solve all the problems in my life. Obviously, the scooter really would liberate me from the horrible CTA. And the cost of maintenance is relatively low. Yet I am placing unrealistic expectations on the little Vespa. In my little mind, Vespy (that is what the scooter would be named) will make everything a-ok. Vespy will make me the most popular lady in the city. Vespy will straighten my teeth. Vespy will lift my spirits, clean the house, and kickstart my heart. Vive Vespy!

A side note: Dissatisfied with my current job, I have decided to become a professional Croissant Quality Assurance Tester in Paris.

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